:-(...

Well, it would appear that I'm suddenly single again...you read it here first.

It's not definite just yet, but I don't think we can patch it up from here, not the way things have gone in the last 24 hours.

I discovered that Andrew cheated on me with a friend's flatmate( a girlfriend of one of his mates it would seem). I considered giving him another chance, since I'm a sucker for benefit of the doubt, but he's just become so angry and confrontatinal that we just fought about it for 3 hours until he ran off with his stupid friends again. I told him if he left I would move him out tonight but he still went.

After he left he texted me asking if that meant I'd decided it was over. I told him I didn't want to decide anything and that I just needed him to talk to me and tell me what is really going on with him. I can't live in purgatory. He replied that I don't understand. But he won't explain himself. He seems to need Chris and Ash to tell him what to think.

I just want him to care when it matters, like now. If he'd be remorseful then I might be able to forgive him.