No I will not be running around naked just for your viewing pleasure

I went to Aaron's last night, we watched Charlie's Angels Full Throttle. It is a very silly movie. we had great fun. Joseph was there too, we all had indian food and got upset that they killed Bruce Willis off so early.

I wanna catch up later this week to watch my Aardman tape. Hopefully Wednesday night.

When I got to work today Di nearly had me crying again. Not cause she had more bad news for me or anything, but because my psychic friend, Marie-Claude, had been in yesterday with a gift for me. She gave me this HUGE piece of selenite crystal. She said she knew I couldn't afford it but that she knew I really needed it right now. So I'm it's guardian until it wants to move on again. yay. I find it a bit freaky though, cause, not only did she come in when I really needed to hear from her, but giving me the crystal was just way too generous.

She rocks.

I've also determined the theme tunes for this break up. Both are Streisand songs that require a bitter woman to belt them out. perfect. The best one is "No more Tears (enough is enough)" and the next best is "I don't break easily."

Best bit in 'no more tears'

If you've had enough,
don't put up with his stuff,
don't you do it
If you've had your fill
get the cheque, pay the bill
you can do it
Tell him to just get out
nothing left to talk about
Pack his rain coat
show him out
just look him in the eye and simply shout
Enough is enough (is enough)
I can't go on, I can't go on no more no
enough is enough (is enough)
I'm walking out, I'm walking out that door now


I've been listening to them today, and I took some of Marie-Claude's advice and took off my labradorite pendant. Usually I've found it very hard to cope without it, and very bombarded by energies and weak emotionally. Today I feel stronger without it.

Leon, you're right, I am _very_ strong, if I survived everything that happenned last time round, I can cope with this...This is nothing. (so far noone's died...that's a bonus)

I get the feeling that everything will change from tomorrow. My tests will all be fine and soon enough I'll find a flatmate. And if it doesn't improve, then it doesn't matter, I'll just deal with it. (famous last words?) But really Saturday night was a great emotional (and yes, physical) purging. For all the discomfort yesterday, I'm glad I did it now.