what an odd day

Hey, if I don't feel like eating then I don't have to eat. Stop hassling me. :-(

I had all the neccessary tests today, and fainted after they took blood. lol. I didn't realise just how stressed I must've been, I felt ok.

My audition went well enough, despite my inabillity to actually sing today, but I think Margaret might've told Nan what was going on, I didn't have the guts except to say I might start crying. I sang beautiful Isle of somewhere, just one verse, kept it together ok, but I know I could've done better.

Andrew's meant to be coming over soon to get a few things. I'm feeling a bit odd about that. A bit eager to see him because I do miss having him around, but also nervous about it and what might be said, I am still a little angry.

I'm a mess. I need to pull myself together