Long time no read
May. 17th, 2003 11:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ankhstWow, what a week (or two).
I didn't go to my genetics lab test, or exam...I'm not gonna do the paper now, I may repeat it next year after some soul searching. The truth is, I just don't know what I want to do at the end of it all, what's the point of all this time, money and effort if I'm going to be too old to employ by the time I'm finished?
I got to my goal weigh a week ago, 57kg. it took me 41 weeks to get there and I lost a grand total of 20.3kg. 4 dress sizes later though I have nothing to wear...bugger.
My dad bought me a car so now I'm a further $1300 in debt (ah, but at no interest and no hurry...I'll pay it off within a year, or that's the plan at least). So now I have a little white fiat all of my very own. But here's the spooky thing...It's date of first registration, and place of registration (my family usually refer to this as when and where the car was 'born') are 23/05/88 in Lower Hutt. I was born in Lower Hutt on 21/5/77...it's birthday is 2 days after mine...not so spooky? it gets worse.
1988 was the year of my first major depressive episode and the onset of the depression that has plagued me for most of my life...but wait there's more
Rego **5741...remember the weight thing? goal weight 57kg after 41 weeks....the reward for reaching goal is a key ring. I bought the car Tuesday and weighed in on Thursday...who knows, maybe it was on Tuesday that I actually hit the target...Anyway, it can be my 'goal car.' I have to pick a name for it now.
I'm trying to plan my birthday drinkies but I don't know why I bother. I invite lots of people every year, and every year it's the exact same half dozen people who show up...guess I know who my friends are. I'm having trouble getting hold of some of the old faithfuls though, so it may be a bit lonely this time. well, I always have my car to keep me company. (yay, I have a car! now, if only I could get the hang of driving it...)
Strange how the body works...I was barely managing to stay awake at work, now I'm full of beans but have to go to bed...hmmm, I think this calls for a physiology text book, if reading it doesn't send me to sleep I'll drop it on my head.
Night
I didn't go to my genetics lab test, or exam...I'm not gonna do the paper now, I may repeat it next year after some soul searching. The truth is, I just don't know what I want to do at the end of it all, what's the point of all this time, money and effort if I'm going to be too old to employ by the time I'm finished?
I got to my goal weigh a week ago, 57kg. it took me 41 weeks to get there and I lost a grand total of 20.3kg. 4 dress sizes later though I have nothing to wear...bugger.
My dad bought me a car so now I'm a further $1300 in debt (ah, but at no interest and no hurry...I'll pay it off within a year, or that's the plan at least). So now I have a little white fiat all of my very own. But here's the spooky thing...It's date of first registration, and place of registration (my family usually refer to this as when and where the car was 'born') are 23/05/88 in Lower Hutt. I was born in Lower Hutt on 21/5/77...it's birthday is 2 days after mine...not so spooky? it gets worse.
1988 was the year of my first major depressive episode and the onset of the depression that has plagued me for most of my life...but wait there's more
Rego **5741...remember the weight thing? goal weight 57kg after 41 weeks....the reward for reaching goal is a key ring. I bought the car Tuesday and weighed in on Thursday...who knows, maybe it was on Tuesday that I actually hit the target...Anyway, it can be my 'goal car.' I have to pick a name for it now.
I'm trying to plan my birthday drinkies but I don't know why I bother. I invite lots of people every year, and every year it's the exact same half dozen people who show up...guess I know who my friends are. I'm having trouble getting hold of some of the old faithfuls though, so it may be a bit lonely this time. well, I always have my car to keep me company. (yay, I have a car! now, if only I could get the hang of driving it...)
Strange how the body works...I was barely managing to stay awake at work, now I'm full of beans but have to go to bed...hmmm, I think this calls for a physiology text book, if reading it doesn't send me to sleep I'll drop it on my head.
Night
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Hi
Date: 2003-06-25 07:53 am (UTC)How are things? Just noticed that you hadn't posted for a while and was wondering.
luv,
rhiannon